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[xela_eclef]

"can't you see the roof above us reaps of lies you used to hide and it penetrates and poisons all the safety of innnnnsiiiiiiddddee!
good ol band :)-------!!!!!!
school's still a pain bleh..
i'm really enjoying the last couple of days
all my friends you guys rocked..
(btw the crash was worth it! :-0!!!!!)
wtf mate?

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[kisses_4_u]

hey alex. miss ya. i'm doing bad. trying to move on at this point. i'm giving up. i hope you're doing good. i'll talk to you later babe.

[xela_eclef]

hey buddy, i know how you're feeling still but the best course of action in my opinion is to do what scares you the most, and at this point i'm sure that that would be not making him such a big part of your life. give yourself a break, the less you talk to him the more you'll know you can stand on your own to feet. pretty soon you'll find you won't need to stay busy to keep your mind happy and fresh. i'm not saying shut him out i know u care, but give yourself some time apart from him and i mean really apart to know how you can handle yourself. the first 2 days will be hard but you'll be doing alot better afterwards, go out have fun with your friends. don't automatically shut out any guys interested in you, you might find yourself surprised when you give yourself a chance to do what you're afraid of.. :-) the ideas might scare you at first but after you try it you'll be happy!
mucho loves
alex

[kisses_4_u]

well i'm talking to you right now, so i don't have much to say cause we've gone over a lot. but such wise and kind words you speak. thanks so much. and i'm happy for you! :)
muah.