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1. My full name is Benjamin Ryan Mongrain
2. i take a lot of things for granted that i really shouldnt.
3. i'm intimidated by a lot of people
4. i really want people to like me
5. im perfectly happy with staying home all the time and watching movies
6. i used to read a lot, but not so much anymore, its hard to find the time.
7. i love eating at Taco Del Mar
8. i get upset whenever i get home and i dont have any new e-mail.
9. im really really selfish, but i try to hide it as much as possible
10. some years ago i had an MRI done because i got headaches all of the time.
11. i would die for my friends
12. i really dont keep any secrets
13. i criticize everything
14. i dont like living with my dad, and i wish i still lived at my moms house
15. im scared of growing up
16. i dont really have any enemies
17. in past relationships, i always felt like i was the only one who gave a shit.
18. god dammit, i like to fucking cuss. bitch.
19. i light up... my Nag Champa insence, because it smells soooo good.
20. people tell me i'm really good at hugging
21. at night, i get very lonely
22. sometimes, i judge people on their musical tastes... well, more than sometimes
23. i used to be obsessed with Roller Coasters, and i wanted to design them for a living
24. im terrified of heartbreak.
25. i play Madden 2005 everyday
26. i used to be into Street Punk and Oi... i still listen to some of it occasionally.
27. i'm still not sure if i ever want to get married or have children
28. i dont like change.
29. im drawn to the darker, more evil side of life.
30. i get worried very very easily.
31. i'm not a relgious person, and i get extremely offended when people judge me because of that or try to change my beliefs.
32. i love to be scared
33. i get attached very easily
34. i am anti-war
35. im very touchy feely.
36. i used to work at Subway
37. ive been working at Hot Topic for almost a year.
38. my teeth are perfectly straight, and ive never needed braces.
39. i like sex, but only because i like to make my partner feel good.
40. i dye my hair black
41. i think the tough-guy trend in hardcore are retarded.
42. i try not to put up with anyones shit
43. i get my feelings hurt easily
44. i dont have very much self-confidence
45. i have trouble keeping friends sometimes
46. but, i love the friends i have now with all of my heart. i dont plan on letting them go.
47. i like taking back sunday.
48. i have a twisted, sometimes sick sense of humor.
49. I graduated from highschool last year.
50. i need a haircut
51. i dont deserve the gorgeous girl that i get to call my girlfriend.
52. the weekends are my favorite time of week, because its the only time i can really spend a lot of time with jeanette.
53.i like to look nice. but sometimes i get lazy
54. actually, i'm always really lazy.
55. i love kisses
56. i just saw on the news that some guy rubbed his shit all over some produce at safeway and i laughed my ass off.
57. i love going to shows.
58. i just recently started hardcore dancing, and i think im getting pretty good at it.
59. i love teriyaki chicken. ( THANK YOU MARISSA. )
60. i practice hardcore dancing in my living room, bringing what i like to call "the boxers mosh"
61. i am an athiest.
62. my parents divorced 6 years ago.
63. the farthest away ive been from home is Oregon
64. Ive also been to Canada, my first time being last week.
65. i pick my nose
66. i like being gross, even though, for the most part, i'm a really clean person
67. i have really hair legs, ive been thinking about shaving them lately...
68. i wear a size 12 shoe, well at least thats the size i own
69. i just got a new cell phone.
70. im a very sexual person.
71. i am anti-bush, but not very political.
72. i really like acient greek mythology and art
73. i hate it when people try too hard to be funny
74. i usually only laugh at my own jokes
75. i have one brother
76. we put my dog to sleep a couple months ago
77. i'm hella gross.
78. ive never seen Star Wars.
79. i sleep in my boxers. sometimes a tshirt if its really cold.
80. i hate my body.
81. only one person has ever seen me with my shirt off.
82. i miss a lot of my old friends.
83. i really hate my computer.
84. i could care less about a lot of people.
85. like i said, i'm selfish.
86. i really do love jeanette.
87. the last cd i bought was Comeback Kid- Turn It Around
88. i think serious hardcore crews are stupid
89. i hate the shirts that have witty sayings on them. even though i sell them to people.
90. i dont take a shower everyday.
91. i have a big variety in music that i listen to
92. im perfectly happy with where my relationship is at right now.
93. im generally a happy person
94. my favorite thing to do is lay on the floor with jeanette and watch movies.
95. my favorite drink is Vanilla Coke
96. i like to show off my girlfriend
97. one of my managers is leaving and i'm upset about it, because we've gotten to be pretty close.
98. sometimes when i take my socks off, i take one off, then i get sidetracked and forget to take off the other for awhile.
99. i used to have a grandma car. i really love my new car.
100. FUUUCK YOOOOU, IM DONE