Sometimes I think we could have really been something. It's weird I started thinking about it on your birthday. I guess you just bring back the best time in my life and it's hard to let that go.

So, yay for two year anniversaries. I love you Andy, although i doubt you read this.
Boo for being sick.
Yay for Nikki and Lea coming to boston!!!!

Someone who is supposed to be a best friend is supposed to call you back and stuff, right? I really hate suffolk and i can't wait to leave.

Everything I write in this thing is just depressing and annoying. I need to change that. It's hard when I don't really get any help from anyone.

I'm pretty sure that I hate everything about this town.

"It's just hard to see a friend hurt this much. Especially when you can't do anything except "be there." I want to make him stop hurting but I can't." - perks

i love everyone

I feel very independent now.

i need to get the fuck out of here

i'm graduating high school tomorrow...

CDS is over
Chorus is over
Band is over
Track is over

I lost a sufficient amount of blood today, i walked around town for 4 hours, and i'm extremly depressed.

but it's not a big deal.

end.