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i hate hurricane and all those fucking faggots who think they are better than everyone.
im doing a survey. if you dont read it, i dont care.
i have pics.. but i doubt anyone wants to see them. so i wont put them on. at least not now.
faded_lullaby
What is your name?: britney
Are you named after anyone?: no
What's your screename?: briitneyyxx
Would you name a child of yours after you?: if i ever have a child, which i doubt i will, i will want it to be as little like me as possible. all the better for the child id say
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Nathan. they though i was going to be a boy.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: i dont like any of my friends' names better than mine
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: brittany. that. is. not. my. name. kthnx
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: ???? sure if my first name wasnt already taken by britney spears
Basics
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: yes
If not, do you want to be?: no. i know you said if not. but i thought id express that
Birthdate:: August 19th
Your age:: 14
Age you act:: anywhere from 10-16. depending
Age you wish you were:: 16
Your height:: 5'6" ish
Eye color:: ugly.
Happy with it?: no
Hair color:: dark brown
Happy with it?: yes very. i just wish it wouldnt fade
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: right
Your living arrangement:: sometimes mom and brother, sometimes grandmother, grandfather, dad, brother
Your family:: brother, grandparents, mom, dad.
Have any pets?: bronzy - cat. and a fish. with a spanish name that i wouldnt date post.
Whats your job?: being made fun of
Piercings?: 7 if you count each hole, i want my lip pierced. so much. sooooooo much.
Tattoos?: i want one so bad
Obsessions?: puerto rican. ------------------- elephants, powerpuff girls(bubbles), uhm. other shit.
Addictions?: no
Do you speak another language?: im taking spanish. i can tell you about food, my family, and stuff like that. hah
Have a favorite quote?: "i believe in a thing called love" uhm. sure
Do you have a webpage?: yeah an aol hometown one that is all punk rawked out. iiiiiiiiii was a loser. not to say that im not still.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: kind of
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: no.
Do you have any secrets?: yeah
Do you hate yourself?: a lot of the time
Do you like your handwriting?: not. at. all. but i guess, its me. ugly and sloppy
Do you have any bad habits?: plenty.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: "you are ugly and fat" oh compliment? "hey you dont look as ugly as usual in that"
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "The Girl who Everyone Made Fun of"
What's your biggest fear?: aliens
Can you sing?: i used to think i could.. but now im convicned my voice has gone to shit, along with everything else.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: i dont know what you mean by that, but i never look cool.
Are you a loner?: hm no
What are your #1 priorities in life?: music and sleeping come before everything else
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i dont know, probably not, when im not in a morbid mood like this, im usually being either annoying, or being a mega bitch and making fun of people.
Are you a daredevil?: yeah. in some ways
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: hate about myself? everything?
Are you passive or agressive?: agressive.
Do you have a journal?: im totally writing this in it, you loser.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength:: being ugly enough to scare people off. weakness:: im loud, annoying, oh and im loud. and ugly.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: everything except my hair. and my teeth. MINUS THAT FUCKING CHIP FUCK FUCK FUCK I LOOK LIKE A HILLBILLY.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: hell. the fuck. NO.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: everything i do is something i regret cause im retarded
Do you think life has been good so far?: no
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: dont talk and you wont look like a jackass. oh and stealing from rite aid is wrong, as alissa said.
What do you like the most about your body?: freckles.
And least?: everything else
Do you think you are good looking?: ..so have you read the rest of this survey?
Are you confident?: maybe once a week
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Jane from Daria, mixed with Ashley from Degrassi, mixed with Bubbles.
Are you perceived wrongly?: yeah
Do You...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: sometimes
Read the newspaper?: no
Pray?: no
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: if they arent annoying freaks, or stalkers. oh WAIT, no one stalks me.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: bubbles
Take walks in the rain?: depends
Talk to people even though you hate them?: if i can stand it, i try to, to prevent drama
Drive?: no
Like to drive fast?: cause id know
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: i dont know. yeah sort of
Hurt yourself?: not on purpose
Been out of the country?: no
Eaten something that made other people sick?: i dont know, maybe?
Been in love?: no
Done drugs?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: im supposed to say no, right?
Had a medical emergency?: yeah i guess
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: no, but id love to if i had somewhere to go
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no.
Beaten someone up?: no
Been picked on?: everyFUCKINGday of my pitiful life
Been on stage?: yes.
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: yes. but never tried it
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: i think...
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: like 500 times
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: well yeah
Slept all day?: god yes, and i love it.
Killed someone?: cause id broadcast it on the internet you know
Made out with a stranger?: no one in their right mind would make out with me
Had sex with a stranger?: uhm, you know it. did you read my last answer? k. there you go.
Thought you're going crazy?: oh yes
Kissed the same sex?: yes, yes i have.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: jsdkmsehdf.
Been betrayed?: yes
Had a dream that came true?: like 5 million, but not dreams like things i want. just weird dreams i have
Broken the law?: every day of my life at least like 10 times?
Met a famous person?: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yeah
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/tv?: yes
Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
Bungee jumped?: fuck that shit
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes.. that my mom got shot.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: GOD YES. IKGSJHDKGLJSM/ UJ9 SCARY
Miracles?: uhm. whatever
Astrology?: not really..
Magic?: yeah i guess
God?: ......................
Satan?:...............
Santa?: of course
Ghosts?: yeh son.
Luck?: ?
Love at first sight?: no.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: i guess
Witches?: fa sho
Easter bunny?: yes. of course
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: not for me
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: of course!
Do you wish on stars?: a few times. never works
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: iono, sure, i guess, whatever.
Do you think God has a gender?: sure
Do you believe in organized religion?: ..........
Where do you think we go when we die?: fuck you
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes, about 1036523 million
Who is your best friend?: Megan
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Megan.. and Brittany probably..
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: "die"
Your favourite inside joke?:
"i couldnt sleep at allllllllll last night, ME EITHAAA" "it is good to me" -- alissa
"its a fancy word" AND MY FAVORITE:: "dont give me that look!!!!!!" -- Megan
Thing you're picked on most about?: breathing, it seems that everyone at that fucking school finds a reason to make fun of me. its really getting to me. god damnit. i fucking hate each and everyone one of you.
Who's your longest known friend?: i dont know, Sam maybe?
Newest?: Katie i guess, but shes not really new
Shyest?: megan
Funniest?: megan alissa brittany
Sweetest?: abby m
Closest?: megan
Weirdest?: alissa...
Smartest?: brittany
Ditziest?: megan id say
Friends you miss being close to the most?: dont know
Last person you talked to online?: Megan, Shaina
Who do you talk to most online?: Megan, Alissa, uhm. god. its sad when these keep repeating. im glad i have such a tight wound exclusive group of friends
Who are you on the phone with most?: megan brittany alissa
Who do you trust most?: megan, abby m.
Who listens to your problems?: depends. usually brittany
Who do you fight most with?: brittany, over stupid stuff
Who's the nicest?: abby m, kayla.
Who's the most outgoing?: me. or alissa. or brittany
Who's the best singer?: i.. dont know
Who's on your shit-list?: fucking fuck fuck fuck fuck.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: lol?
Who's your second family?: megan and sharon
Do you always feel understood?: no
Who's the loudest friend?: alissa
Do you trust others easily?: not if i can help it
Who's house were you last at?: megans probably
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: no one holds me in their arms. kthnx
Do your friends know you?: yeah. they reaaaallllyyyy do
Friend that lives farthest away:: hum.. beth!
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: no
What do you find romantic?: afros
Turn-on?: afros. brandon boyds pelvic bones. tattoos. piercings.
Turn-off?: bad breath, oh and bad breath.
First kiss?: i guess it was dr
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: flattered i suppose. or.. depending on the person... disguisted
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: knowing them?
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: not really. i dont have the balls to anyways
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: yeah.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhNO
What is best about the opposite sex?: lots of things, including not being embarassed of me
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: being embarrassed of me
What's the last present someone gave you?: ....stuff people got me at xmas. awh, jonathan got me a cute glass elephant. and abby got me a pink elephant. awh. elephants are cute.
Are you in love?: no
Do you consider your significant other hot?: i dont have a significant other?
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: myself?
You wanted to kill?: the 3 boys whose names i wont mention. and the boy and girl whose names i wont mention.
That you laughed at?: megan
That laughed at you?: iono.. megan?
That turned you on?: someone?
You went shopping with?: Megan, my grandparents
That broke your heart?: ........thats one boy.
To disappoint you?: .........that same boy, oh and those other boys sjdfklsjktrsmg
To ask you out?: no one asks me out, honey.
To make you cry?: boys ^^^^^ and boy and girl ^^^^^
To brighten up your day?: it has yet to be brightened
That you thought about?: that jesus kid
You saw a movie with?: ?? ohh. brittany katie megan heath etc
You talked to on the phone?: my mother
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: shaina.
You saw?: my mamaw
You lost?: ??? dont know
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no..
Will it be with your significant other?: no
Or some random person?: no
What are you wearing right now?: jeans a tshirt
Body part you're touching right now:: none? my hands are on the keyboard
What are you worried about right now?: who will make fun of me tomorrow
What book are you reading?: the vampire chronicles volume 1
What's on your mousepad?: dont have one.. its like a laser mouse so i dont use one
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: 1.people 2.make 3.fun 4.of 5.me.
Are you bored?: i guess you could say that
Are you tired?: yes
Are you talking to anyone online?: shaina and megan
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: lonely?
Are you listening to music?: no