Last Resort ( Read more... )

what a day, im sick and i feel like shit, second period wasnt too bad but i still wish that i could have slept through it. at break i talked to lauren, i told her to her face that i was sorry, i dont know if she even cared, but at least i feel somewhat better that i actually said it to her face, but when i looked at her... i saw the hurt... in her ( Read more... )

merh... i dont know what to put here. im just a wreck, i sat on my roof, looked at the sky and cried, i cried for 3 hours, cuase of everything. Lauren, amie, virginia, and everybody else that ive fucked over, and then i cried for the person that ive become, im so fucking horrible, i do the worst shit to people, and then it always comes back to me ( Read more... )

im feeling in a naziish mood right now, amie kinda doesnt like me anymore, im not suprised, i figured it was gonna happen sooner or later, but oh well. for prom in going stag, and my freinds and i are renting an excursion limo, we were gonna get the H2 hummer but they were all booked out, well i have to get a tux and shit and still have to may sure ( Read more... )

"The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot ( Read more... )

hey everybody, i was writing an entry yesterdaty but my freekin mom shows up like 3 hours before shes supposed to and i had to shut off the comp before she got in the house. But ill start off with today, today, was ok i got in trouble in first period for telling this kid to shut the fuck up cuase he was talking about killing people and stupid shit ( Read more... )

sheesh what a fuckin day, i have gone through soooo much shit this wek that i just want it to end and im sick of it. i just want everyone to be happy, i my self at the moment am pretty happy, i mean i like Amie, i really fucking do and i like her ALOT, and everybody is telling me i should do other wise, but i dont think im gonna listen, being with ( Read more... )

hey everybody, usually i write in my xanga or my deadjournal but ill use this, wow i cant tell you what a fucked up week ive had. Im so glad that its over, Now there is new writing on one of my lockers, this time it says "Cut Deeper" and people wonder why i do it. The only time i cut deeper is when im REALLY mad or like SEVERLY depressed. And ( Read more... )

well today was my first day back at school and well this week alot of shit has happend,ive like keeped you guys pretty i dont kow filled in on that but heres what happend today. so remember i told you that Amie and i liked each other? well i forgot to fill you in on a little detail. the other day, i asked out Viginia and she said yes, and then ( Read more... )

hey everybody, all i know is that a lot has changed since last week, yesterday, on sunday, i told me mom that i refused to go to church and she said that she was going to go into my room and destroy everything in there until i decided to go, so she picked up my $450 stereo speakers which i bought not too long ago, and threw it on the floor and ( Read more... )