4th of july was fucking awesome!
some parts better than others ;)
(ex.the car ride haha)

shower time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3333

my mom read my journal
i feel so invaded...
doesnt matter, for some reason i just cant write anymore.

THE EXCUSE, REMEMBER THE EXCUSE AND...

FORGET IT!!!

ha<3

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all ive been doing lately is watching movies...

fondu is soooo good.
i want to go to the melting pot sometime, ive never been there.

i dont know whether to speak or to hold my tongue.
afterall, everything said may not necessarily be easily forgotten.

two new cds!!!
...the killers and new underoath.

the bridge on rye road is awesome.next time im bringing my suit and hittin' that shit up!<33

damnit, i thought that the nightmare was over.
i thought i was going to be able to handle this.

if you really love something, let it go<3

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i dont know why but i am like overcome with a sense of peace,and a sense of hope.
i dont see everything as okay but for some reason i feel like ill make it through.
i hope this feeling doesnt go away...

you calm the storm.me and my sister went to the beach.got talked to by some guys who viewed my sista's stewart impression (haha!) and then some ( Read more... )

Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring,
and im thinking awful things and im pretty sure that few would notice....
And im throwing away these letters that i am writing you cause they would never do, i would never do.

at the beach....


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