well today is jason's birthday.. aww i wish i could be there with him to celebrate but i can't.. too far away.. aww he's 17.. well everything is cool.. im redecorating my room somewhat.. but i need more ideas.. anyone have any ideas on what i can do to my room... i'm so much happier.. my back hurts.. well laters

so here i am.. talking online watching tv.. everything is going good..tommorow is church.. so hoping i dont get hurt and be the bigger person than he will ever be.. i might get my hair colored.. i cried today aww for him.. that's not even fair and he's not worth it.. not worth it at all.. but still memories linger in mind and everything hurts but ( Read more... )

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i had my heart broken on valentie's day.. i don't even want to go to school.. what do i do? im so sick of this hurt.. make me feel better.. so sad...

let's make it special
let's make it true
just get on your knees
and i'll kill for you

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well hello to whoever ever reads my livejournal anymore.. i'm here at school.. it's a new semester now.. eh... blah.. i love a boy.. his name starts with an s... aww nice... well stuff has been going ok.. got awesome presents for christmas.. my friend he is so awesome.. he got me a nightmare before christmas necklace.. i love him for it and much ( Read more... )

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aww boomie.. did an entry for me.. man she is like always there for me no matter what.. since the first day we talked it's been just awesome.. she's been there for me at my worst points in my life and my best ones..i mean i've known her since december of 2002.. greatest ever.. love her forever.. always gave me such good adive..love you forever.. ( Read more... )