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[xenax]

i'm all alone on rakhi :(. i'm brotherless. i sent an ecard to my cousin and it almost made me cry because it was an animation of a sister putting a tikka on her brother and then tying the rakhi and then getting a gift :( i miss it all i wish i could fly to india for like a day to celebrate it. i love it..the day before all the girls go to the

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[adhesive_sky]

"i'm always being pulled in two directions. part of me just wants to be fully american or fully indian..this whole nostalgic crap and yearning to be somewhere else every now and then wouldn't come in to play then."

I know what you mean. I guess the best thing is to focus on the good things that come out of being bicultural. It's who you are. You wouldn't be the same person if you were only one or the other.

[kevcam]

at least youre not completely ignorant to who you are...like alot of indian people who grow up in america...they never wish to be in india...they cant even imagine being anywhere other than america...i think its great that you even love all the holidays and stuff...and i have no clue what im saying so im gonna stop typing

[xenax]

yup ur right. and u do have a clue what ur saying so don't worry about it. that's a better wa y of looking at things, thanks :)

[xenax]

that is very true. it just gets you down sometimes and you can't look at the positives.

are u home?!? i was very confused about your schedule lol. well if you are give me a call tonight or something okay ttylll