I am talking to Jaron on the computer, and he is sad, but wow!He's actually on! lol, well i talked to justin today, he's himself, except he waz being nice...what happend to the mean Justin who calls his mom a whore, and cusses all the time, Well, now all i have to do is stop myself from getting sad, Some really tough things are going on in my life ( Read more... )

Amazing! School wasn't so bad! I had a pretty good day, besides the like scanky whore being herself, I hate Abdoliena! And what the hell kind of name is that? I mean really!? Who the hell named her!? Well, back to better things, i am going to a North Side Football game tonight, in like an hour, and It's against Snider! Wow, I hope i see Justin ( Read more... )

Last night, i had a dream about Adam and Jaron. I miss Adam so much, but this seemed so real, then it seemed like a cheesy movie. Well it went sort of like this ( Read more... )

Well, Adam is grounded from the phone for 2 weeks,-sigh- i want to....i need to, speak with him so badly, i need to know about his new school, i need to know about his bitchy ass mom, i need to know if he is being treated the way he should be! I just need to check up on him! -sigh- I'm just making my self cry ( Read more... )

Well once again, Adam wasn't at school, -sigh- i think he already transferd, his mom is a real bitch, she wont even let him talk on the phone, well...i don't exactly know that, but every time I call, She picks up and says he's not there, gosh, i just really really really need to talk to him. :( oh well, i just need to relax, perhaps call justin... ( Read more... )

Adam wasn't at school today, so i didn't have any one to give/get hug to/from, i'm so...frustrated, i'm going to miss him so much, just so you know, he's transfering on Friday, I'm so sad, and worried for him.I've tried to call him over and over again, but no one answers, or he's not home, -sigh- i wish Justin was home, he always makes me feel ( Read more... )