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ahh I had to wake up at 6:40 am and then leave here at 7 to pick up Nikki and Allison and take them to school this morning. They weren't looking very awake, but it was a cute cuz of the drowsy look on their faces. I just finished eating 3 bowls of Applejacks, not my favorite cereal but I was damn hungry. I am contemplating whether I should go back ( Read more... )

eh tonight was alright... I felt weird cuz I've never really strapped a smile on my face to make people think I'm happy when I actually have a lot of depressing shite on my mind. It bugs me when others do it because if you feel a certain way, then you should show it so those who care about you know what's up, but it's just I didn't want everyone to ( Read more... )

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Sitting around all day grew boring, so around 6:50 pm I picked up Nikki and we went to The Flood to meet Nick and Jessica. I've never been there before but I definitely will start going cuz it really opened my mind to stuff and helped me realize that the decisions I've made recently to better my life were a good idea, and that I'm finally gonna ( Read more... )

I'm done playing... time to grab life by the balls and make it my bitch ;]

Goals to accomplish by the end of this year:

• become employed and receive actual financial income
  
• enroll in at least 3 core classes and then one class of my own personal interest
  
• work out regularly to meet my goal weight of 160 lbs [a 20 lbs increase in body weight]
  
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Ever just wish you could choke someone who you thought was deserving of it? Your rough hands gripping the loose flesh of their throat, then slowly squeezing until every ounce of comprehension can be seen leaving their face. The look of fear and panic in their expressions as they frantically claw at your hands, hoping for a chance to free themselves ( Read more... )

my whole body aches like an old man's prostate....

....damn Isaac's shitty mattress in the arse!