Umm no offense Chris but I could just as easily say the same thing to you about half the things you listed.
"do you know how it feels to have the people you would have trusted your life with, people who were your whole world, turn your back on you, say your replaced, and claim that your dead to them?"
Actually yes I do know how it feels to have people you trusted with your life turn their back on you. You weren't my best friend...you were my brother. And to me that was something more. I trusted you probably even more than Alex and Glyndyn...and the choices you made really hurt me. I didn't know who you were. And all of a sudden you had left the group. You didn't even speak to any of us. I would have talked to you...Ive tried. I just don't know what to say to you anymore. I dont think most of us do. Whenever I think about it I want to cry. Youre not the brother I knew. Im sorry I said youre dead to me but I really dont think I will ever get my brother back. And Im not replaced? You have new friends...and new sisters. And you know it
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Bah. Amen. It's stupid high school shit. It's our Junior year. We need to get over ourselves. Forget cliques, forget who did what, forget it. By next year we wont give a shit, all we'll carea bout is getting out of this town ASAP. I'm glad I realized this, and Im glad it looks like you have too Chris. It's just not worth it anymore. I'm sorry for the crap I did to you, and I hope you can forgive me, and I hope Kaitlin might forgive me too. Hell, I hope everyone forgives me, but I know not everyone will. But that's life. I'm gonna keep on livin' it. *hugs* -Bri
dude...don't get all menstrual yo!!! haha guess what...i stole your journal...JUST KIDDING!!!!!!! haha or did i??? you'll never know!!!hahaha yeah that's right bitch...i drove over there without telling any of you that i was there, stole your journal, came back over here, and now im publishing everything inside it over the internet...mwahahahaha!!!!!!!!
anyway i think your panties are in a large bunch and i really think that it would do everyone a great deal of help just to sit down somewhere with a moderator (i hope you all know what that means) and 'lay all the cards on the table' (said best by tennessee williams in 'streetcar named desire')
so that's my advice for ALL of you...hell, i'll even be your moderator if you need...because i love you all equally and would be happy to help in any way possible.
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"do you know how it feels to have the people you would have trusted your life with, people who were your whole world, turn your back on you, say your replaced, and claim that your dead to them?"
Actually yes I do know how it feels to have people you trusted with your life turn their back on you. You weren't my best friend...you were my brother. And to me that was something more. I trusted you probably even more than Alex and Glyndyn...and the choices you made really hurt me. I didn't know who you were. And all of a sudden you had left the group. You didn't even speak to any of us. I would have talked to you...Ive tried. I just don't know what to say to you anymore. I dont think most of us do. Whenever I think about it I want to cry. Youre not the brother I knew. Im sorry I said youre dead to me but I really dont think I will ever get my brother back. And Im not replaced? You have new friends...and new sisters. And you know it ( ... )
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It's stupid high school shit.
It's our Junior year.
We need to get over ourselves.
Forget cliques, forget who did what, forget it.
By next year we wont give a shit, all we'll carea bout is getting out of this town ASAP.
I'm glad I realized this, and Im glad it looks like you have too Chris. It's just not worth it anymore.
I'm sorry for the crap I did to you, and I hope you can forgive me, and I hope Kaitlin might forgive me too.
Hell, I hope everyone forgives me, but I know not everyone will.
But that's life.
I'm gonna keep on livin' it.
*hugs*
-Bri
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anyway i think your panties are in a large bunch and i really think that it would do everyone a great deal of help just to sit down somewhere with a moderator (i hope you all know what that means) and 'lay all the cards on the table' (said best by tennessee williams in 'streetcar named desire')
so that's my advice for ALL of you...hell, i'll even be your moderator if you need...because i love you all equally and would be happy to help in any way possible.
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wow, i'm really sorry everything's going all crazy..again. miss you..
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christ. I had no idea, dude, I'll try to talk to people. Though considering the level of schism I don't think it'll do much.
I agree with the 'get-everybody-together-and-work-it-out' scenario, personally.
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