ugh. autobiography sucks so bad. and i'm way too far behind to be ok about it. ick ( Read more... )

sadly, yesterday i learned that i cannot smile. it's very depressing. otherwise, the shlights audition went ok. could've been quite a bit better, could've been a lot worse, so i guess that's good. and i wasn't antisocial! woo! proud of myself. i made friends! i feel special ( Read more... )

nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! i'm losing my voice (and getting sick) just in time for shlights auditions. i hate this! it's not fair! i mean, i didn't plan on getting in anyways, but this just isn't fair. i sound like a three year old, and i don't care. my life sucks ( Read more... )

tomorrow jeri will love us like a fat boy loves twinkies. TWINKIES, jacob, not cake. :P she may absolutely hate us now for keeping secrets, but that will all change quite soon. the two of us(me and jacob), plus erica and et all plotted against her last night with the financial assistance of quite a few others. so far jeri believes that we got ( Read more... )

this all sucks. it's mine! not theirs! it's my choice!

make it stop...

i have decided i am going to try out for shlights with i can hear the bells from hairspray. wish me luck! (even tho i know i won't make it. o well ( Read more... )

i miss anwar already. *sigh* I. HATE. SCOTT ( Read more... )

jeri was right. i do need a mental health day. i was spazzing (haha, great word) as i was getting ready for gym, so i finally decided to go to the nurse since i hadn't been feeling well all day. what i really needed when i got home was to just take a break as a mini-mental health day, but do i get to? no, of course not. i get lectured. on a) ( Read more... )

just came back from dinner with jamie, ilana, and ali at walker brothers then dairy queen. my goodness, did we have fun ( Read more... )

as much as i hate this saying, i have to say it may very well be true: clothes make the man. woman. eh. but i got nice new clothes over spring break and i wore some today and i had much more self-confidence than i usually did. and my hair looked pretty okay, or at least better than normal. i'm scared that i'm becoming really shallow. this ( Read more... )