went to westbrook today with Stephanie to see Aaron. Juztin still is in jail but can get out if Fred lets him live with him.. thats good news. Aaron gave me sum pictures of Juztin.. that made me really happy / lonely / sad. I love him so much.. I want him back now.. rawr. I was wearing his old medical bracelet all day.. and everything reminds me of ( Read more... )

been hanging out wiv Stephanie and Hannah every single day this vacation.. have only been home a total of about 5 hours and havent talked with my dad much or anyone really. eh. i feel bad about that but at the same time i dont... everything ive been doing is keeping my mind off of my grampas death ( Read more... )

[dont waste
your time
on me
you're already
the voice inside my head...
I miss you, I miss you]

I miss you baby.. oh so much <3

Andy: hives are sexy
Andy: ill be like
Andy: hey baby, can i scratch your hives?
Me: hahah ew

anyways. havent really been at the computer much lately... been busy doing stuff wiv Hannah, Stephanie, Aaron, Danielle J. and Fred. soooo much fuckin drama.. and also lots of fun times ( Read more... )

okay. busy ass couple of weeks ( Read more... )

grampa's funeral was yesterday.. didnt like it.. *sniff* i kissed his forehead and i wish i hadn't. it was all stiff and cold and sent shivers thru my veins.. *tear*

blah.. have to go back to school today... not lookin forward to that.. >.

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. artiste [artist] adj artitic; artist, of art, e.g.,le monde artiste the world of art (the dictionary IS a book)
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? air?
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV? 10 things i hate about you, last nite 4: WITHOUT ( Read more... )

grah... grampa's wake was hard to go to.. seeing him that casket was like being punched in the stomach.. all i wanted for him to do was sit up and give me a big smile.. *sigh* he was smiling tho.. altho he was all tallowish .. it hurt to see him.. i didnt want to touch him.. i just wanted Juztin there to hold my hand *crie ( Read more... )

Went with Hannah to see Juztin saturday and had an amazing time.
Went with Stephanie to see Juztin sunday and had an almost as amazing time.

Hannah hooked up with Fred.
Stephanie hooked up with Aaron. (HOLY SHIT! ITS FUCKIN AARON GOOZI!!) hah.

Distractions in life are hella grand.
thank you for taking my mind off my grampa, Juztin. <3 I love ( Read more... )