I'm sick today. That sucks. Right now I am missing work. I am allowed to miss a day and a half in my first 90 days I'm there. Right now I'm missing my day, if I clock in one minute late, that'll be the half, after that, I'm fired. This sucks ( Read more... )

All right. Here goes ( Read more... )

Once there was a kid. This kid was fucking smart. Smart with a capital S-M-A-R-T. He was in all kinds of high level classes. Then one day he moved to a new school. He didn't know anyone, couldn't get classes that chellenged him. He stopped caring. He started getting D's and C's with the occasional B. Rarely did he ever get an A after that. He ( Read more... )

Hey. I'm back. I haven't seen near as many of you as I want to, but I will. I am working on finding a job here in the Haute and an apartment. Fate willing, I will be back in town for good soon. Now, on to more important matters ( Read more... )

Event: Seven shows in twelve weeks. Jesus Christ! I must be crazy! Tomorrow, NYC, Thursday, Terre Haute. I'll be back in just a few short days. Therefore, prepare, and make merry. I've missed all of you a fucking lot. Learned alot about my self this summer. I'll elaborate later. FOr now, I look foward to seeing you all soon.

WHOOOOOO!!!

Yo peeps. So, after this, my journal will only be updated sporadically until Sept. I know, I haven't been too regular on this thing anyway, but it'll get worse until I get back from NY. I'm looking foward to getting back into stage carp work, and looking foward to getting back to Forestburgh. It's fun out there ( Read more... )

Who is me ( Read more... )

Today was the first warm, summery day since Maxine was totalled. Consequently, it was the first day the loss actually hit me. I miss my car. It seems like a small thing, but it's not as small as it seems. We all have things to stablize us. Some people play online games, some people build models, some people run or lift wieghts, we all have a hobby ( Read more... )

Is wrecked. Totalled. Killed. Dead. Maxine does not live. She was a beast, but I loved her. For the moment I'm in a rental, and it does not seem the same. It's nice, but at the same time it's too nice. Brand new, that kind of thing. I'm not used to it ( Read more... )

My stint with a psychiatrist is over. It's been so long since I've had a Bad Day that after talking today, we decided to end our time together. I feel good. It finally seems like maybe I've got a handle on things. I know what I want, if not how to get it, but it's still more than I knew two months ago ( Read more... )