Its 8:35 and i need to get started.

[xeudorax]

We had our 1st basketball game today... we won! Then rushed to dance for an hour and a half- now i'm home, have to finish writing one last college essay but i really don't want to be sitting here at all. I want to be with him. I get so frustrated when i think i have no time, i rush from one place to the next without any time in between and all this

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[burnt_photos]

don't worry about pleasing any freaking one but YOURSELF. Be a selfish bitch sometimes...and don't worry about anything else. There's no reason to run through life making sure everyone else has a smile on there face...that's not good times...and it's not cool, you'll never be your real self, and no one will never know how you feel about things. Let yourself go, and let out any emotion you're feeling... i mean, that's why I quit cheerleading. I know..end of the season, didn't seem like much...but when I was able to just go home, and sleep after school, and not have to worry about cheerleading, or the stressed that come along with it, it made me that much happier. It was just something that I lost complete interest in, and complained about non-stop...so what's the reason of sticking it out to make everyone happy? I know, you included, everyone was mad...but NO ONE saw it from my point of view...it made me misrable. But this isn't about me... if things are keeping you down, and making people happy is starting to be too much,