so, there's all this homecoming business.
and i dont enjoy homecoming. never been my scene.
but now there's like 40 billion people telling me to go.
not asking. telling. haha
argzorz.
hella argzorz.anyways ( Read more... )

i'm such a confused kid.
seriously, what am i doing?
i say that i hate being single.
and i do.
but when things arise, potential solutions to the problems
what do i do?
i run.
i make things worse for myself.
and it's ridiculous.
i'm ridiculous sometimes.
alright, fine....
all of the time.
hah

"i dont want you to leave.
i need you to leave."- kind of like spitting

truer words have never been spoken.
i need to just go on with life.
i noticed today that everything's going to be okay.
my life is pretty good.
and things can only go up from here.

my friend dan gave me some good advice last night ( Read more... )

first off, thursday is officially my favorite band ( Read more... )

"so i hold my tongue, forget this song
tie my shoes, start walking off
and try to just keep moving on
with my broken heart
and my absent god
and i have no faith
but it's all i want:
to be loved and believe in my soul"so, once i was talking to a friend about oberst ( Read more... )

so.

what the fuck should i do?

i have no idea. so, come people....suggestions. haha

i want to go back ( Read more... )

up ( Read more... )

i think its funny.

two days ago i was looking up on things.

now people ask questions.

and see the pain in my eyes.

but only some people.

because i only let some people see it.

other times i just act like it doesnt bother me.

like i'm getting by just fine by myself.

when i'm not.

i'm such a mess, you wouldnt even believe.