man i dont know what im doing anymore. as soon as i think i know what im doing i lose it again. i cant take it anymore.i walk around with twelve diferent masks on adn i were them at the same time. im so used to being everyone else im not sure who i am anymore. if i came out with the true me im afraid i wont even reconize it. i cant wait to spring ( Read more... )

okay right now im in mrs. glenns class keeping myself busy while NOT doing the review, i figure i can do it later on in the hour. me and mailea got into this big ass discussion on how i didnt thing tomas jefferson was a hiporcrite. and she was undermining my intelligence but whats new thats what she always does.i dont know im sick of gossip even ( Read more... )

wow im freaking listening to savage garden- crash and burn. now thats some old ass stuff. im just in that kind of mood right now :) im lonely even though i have four loyal friends outside my door, they just dont understand.

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i finally got my fucking computer fixed! long weekend! yesterday me and maliea were supposed to go to this guy's party but his dad never left. i thought i would try the honest route and i explained to my mom that yes there will be drinking there and theres is a chance that i might have one but im not going to get drunk or do something stupid. i was ( Read more... )

in mrs. glens class right now and shes reviewing for the test. YAY! how freaking fun! today a friend told me about someone who was talking shit which pisses me off because shes a friend of mine. so its a new type of backstabbing. im going to have to do some serious begging to be able to go to the taking back sunday concert. me, jay, and jay's ( Read more... )

oh my god! i had the weirdest phone call this morning. i was sitting there putting on my shoes when the phone rang, my sister answered it and then gave the phone to me. when i said hello this girl comes on and says i have to show you something important this morning meet me before first hour. so i told this mystery chick to meet me at the double ( Read more... )

okay well yesterday i did something thats going to haunt me for a very long time. if you dont know what, then you werent supposed to know. if in a tie of feelings and im not sure who is going to win. im really scared, as i was going back to american lit i was freaking shaking. jackie talked me through it though. it helped some. im going to sandras ( Read more... )

wow how things have changed. i finished john taylor and i have to say it was the best ending in the world me and sandra spazed about it for awhile. me and megan decided to take drivers training together this april! YAY! mrs scheff still hasnt given me back my repost and im mad because i want to see what i got. ive had homework up my arse latly so ( Read more... )

okay i joined this poetry thing online and i didnt read the fine print until i posted the first poem and they now have the right to reproduce it and change words in it but " its still mine" isnt that stupid. god i could kick myself right now. good luck to jack, mailea, kathy, and jay for the talent show try outs today.in the meantime im going to go ( Read more... )

wow ive been busy busy busy. on friday i hung out with mailea and kathy and then saturday i hung out with jackie, kathy, and jay, so we can teach jay the dance because savannah dropped out then after we all went to jackies softball practice and we met up with aryka and marie. later that night i spent the night over kates and me, her, her cousin, ( Read more... )