Self-absorbed commentary

[xewyne]

This period is just a lot a lot of self-reflection

Comments

[bismuthbear]

Babe, I don't think you are an incompetent fluffbrain! You are able to juggle so many different commitments in your life, many-a-times because you want to try these things out, and I have great respect for the energy you have to summon to do that <333

I think singing is usually healing for me, maybe it's because I'm not a performer so I feel very free to use music as a way of expressing my mood/thoughts or just to marvel that I can use my diaphragm and vocal chords to make music. Productions are like.. things where I care too much about perfection and other people. But I was brought up on a lot of music, and singing is part of me.

[xewyne]

Heehee, oftentimes the juggling is phail. But ty for that <3

Haha YES care about perfection, right!! It's so much easier when it's just yourself singing. Oddly though, even when singing in a group I find it easier to let go and enjoy the dynamics of the group. Maybe cos it's short-lived? You know how things are transient, so although good things end sooner, so do bad things =P Loll but productions are usually more intense. Thank goodness for music!

[cybermuse]

You're one of the most reflective/self-aware people I know, and that's good! Better to have flaws and be aware of them, ya? :)

[xewyne]

Thanks Darrell... and yes, good to be self-aware. Now it's time to reflect more on the world!! >_<;;