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argi%^>@f/ I don't have a handle on anything right now.
I went skiing at Attitash today with Laura, Steph, and Carolina. Technically it was the last day of relaxation before doing all the projects, etc. we've been slammed with before vacation. It was such a beautiful day...not too hot, not too cold...and we got a lot of runs in before lunch. Overall, big success.
My stomachs acting up though. I feel kinda nervous and sad, don't know how to explain it. I kinda wish I were anywhere else but here. I might end up picking up my old habit of taking walks at night or just anything really to get my mind off of rediculous stuff I hate myself for thinking.
Friday night was wonderful. I saw Alex and he brought me a rose and chocolates for Valentines day =) im overcome by his awesomeness. I miss him a lot though. I must complain about this in every single entry but I don't care cause after all thats what a livejournal is for. Thinking about him constantly is such an unavoidable thing. Blah.
I hate BR too. I don't know why all of the sudden but I'm entirely sick of it. In fact a lot of times I wish I were an entirely different person. I guess that goes against a lot of things I believe but I can't really help but think abot it. My parents have been yelling at me all week over that stupid report card and stupid fucking everything I do. Things are unfair...hell, lifes plain unfair as everyone will say to you when you open your mouth to bitch. But whatever, I'm bitching now. Sincere apologies for being such a drag.
I'm really tired. So later.
I went skiing at Attitash today with Laura, Steph, and Carolina. Technically it was the last day of relaxation before doing all the projects, etc. we've been slammed with before vacation. It was such a beautiful day...not too hot, not too cold...and we got a lot of runs in before lunch. Overall, big success.
My stomachs acting up though. I feel kinda nervous and sad, don't know how to explain it. I kinda wish I were anywhere else but here. I might end up picking up my old habit of taking walks at night or just anything really to get my mind off of rediculous stuff I hate myself for thinking.
Friday night was wonderful. I saw Alex and he brought me a rose and chocolates for Valentines day =) im overcome by his awesomeness. I miss him a lot though. I must complain about this in every single entry but I don't care cause after all thats what a livejournal is for. Thinking about him constantly is such an unavoidable thing. Blah.
I hate BR too. I don't know why all of the sudden but I'm entirely sick of it. In fact a lot of times I wish I were an entirely different person. I guess that goes against a lot of things I believe but I can't really help but think abot it. My parents have been yelling at me all week over that stupid report card and stupid fucking everything I do. Things are unfair...hell, lifes plain unfair as everyone will say to you when you open your mouth to bitch. But whatever, I'm bitching now. Sincere apologies for being such a drag.
I'm really tired. So later.