Somehow I can't see you clearly, but I know you're there.
Lately I feel like the bad things are outnumbering the good so I decided to make a list to see.
Good:
I finished my UCF application.
It is a Wednesday. & I normally like those.
Talking to people that keep me sane.
Homecoming.
Trick or treating.♥
Bad:
Calc test tomorrow.
Philosophy test tomorrow.
I'm screwed.
Band tests tomorrow.
Worrying about getting accepted to UCF.
Being confused on what I should do about something. Something I must figure out soon.
People that annoy me.
Losing things.
Not being smart. No clearly being an idoit.
Letting things bother me that shouldn't. & by bother I mean making stressed and cry. Which I hate doing.
Stress.
Stress.
Yes that get's two becuase there is way to much of it.
Missing something that I shouldn't.
So I believe I was clearly right in my thinking. I really wish I could fix this problem. & the people that do read this are going to look at this and tell me I can but it isn't that easy. Somehow things aren't going so great once again, but maybe it won't last to long this time.