~*~*~*~Happy Birthday Mom~*~*~*~

feeling 3834982394823948239084 times better today ( Read more... )

sick update ( Read more... )

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and sometimes you just need to escape...
walk around in skin that isnt yours...
and sometimes you need to bleed to remember that you are alive
there is a wolf sleeping in my bed...
he keeps me warm while he chews away at my head
inhale exhale repeat
inhale exhale repeat

i remember when i lost my mind ( Read more... )

and i feel like my feelings are never valid with them...
like my exhistance is null and void unless its convenient
my screams go unheard unless im in tears

i hate that the only time they see how much there hurting me is when im curled up in the floor crying

i didnt fucking sign up for this

fuck

still alive...

i am in love well atleast i think i am

the end


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words sting like flesh wounds

so incomplete..
my body is tired and falling apart

i dont need this right now

take what your bringing to the table and fucking choke on it and die

thanks