tomorrow is my birthday and i A)have to work all day and B)still dont have my fucking phone connected which is angering me alot..i really dont feel like hearing my mother crying in the phone to me tomorrow or my little brother .. i cant handle it right now im super stressed with life. Im looking for a second job just so we can buy our furniture and ( Read more... )

seriously i feel so fucked .. thursday me ,angel,joey, alicia and lana all went to game works to hangout and wait for pan to get off of work .. it was fun until iget home and find my healthy two days earlier kitten ... all emaciated and barely moving so i picked her up and tried to feed her but she wouldnt eat so we went to the pet E.R down kendall ( Read more... )

Forgive me for not writing in awhile things have been terribly busy eric and erica moved out and things arnt going so smoothy im rather stressed and upset by what is going on .. lots of bullshit to say the least. Work has been a bitch b/c ruth seems to have her balls twisted towards me .. i think im going to quit .. the only thing that stops me is ( Read more... )

last night was one of the more heartbreaking nights ive felt in a while .. i didnt know what to do besides cry with him and hold him close to me .. we received some very horrible news .. a very old friend of his died of an overdose a few days ago.. i feel horrible when things like this happen he always feels that he is the one at fault .. i havnt ( Read more... )

If I gave you pretty enough words could you paint a picture of us that works ( Read more... )

soooo fucking bored and i feel like shit ! im so upset i went to make cupcakes and they like came out like pancakes lol they are tasty but all flat it looks weird work is draining the shit out of me and i duno what to do about it cause i have a great job i dont wanna quit to have to work for a minimum wage bullshit job and make shit i need to ( Read more... )

Suprise its me ! im back heheh =) nothing much has changed still working as a nurse but i didnt get a raise finally ! bad thing isi have been sick as shit .. i cut my hair ( pictures will come soon ) well for those of you who are back home i miss you like crazy and will see you all soon well ijust wanted to update to let all you fucks know im not ( Read more... )

So this sucks its raining out and i just did my hair and makeup and waiting for angel to finish getting ready so we can leave.. if some didn't know im finally working as a "Nurse " in the office .. so scary i know! i took someone's blood for the first time the other day omg i was so nervous lol its always safe when you got a needle in your arm from ( Read more... )

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so.... fucking..... tired ..

the end !