Thanks for leaving when you knew I was coming right over.
Thanks for avoiding me.
And having your mom tell me that. instead of you.
Thanks for not calling me.
This is so rediculous.

I need more friends closer to my age.
grow up.
foreal.

THIS IS SO MESSED UP.

brand new so matches my moooood.

new hairr


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I'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen.
I keep doing this, thinking, hoping, praying that things can be different.
Thinking I can change his mind.
When really,
I'm just sad, and lonely.
I think in the back of my mind, I know this isn't going to turn out the way I want.
I'm Ashley,
I don't get the things I want.
What was I thinking?

I should be over this.
But I'm not.
It hurts too much.

I always get my hopes up.
I wish there were some way not to.
To just not think about it.
About anything.
Everything would be much easier.

FUCK YOU.

I feel like crying right now..except I don't really have a reason too. Nothing drastic has happened. My life is still the same as it was 2 days ago, when I felt fine. I have this urge to do something stupid. I'm just tired of things. I wait for something to happen, and it never does. It's not getting any better. I'm still one disappointment after ( Read more... )

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It hurts how selfish you are.
I really thought that you were better than that.
I guess I was wrong
again.

boisareconfusingandihateit.

the end.

Sunday is Hannah's bday.
Tonight is herrrr party.
We're going to East Lansing.
Staying at the Marriot.
And going to a show.
Where The Summer Formal is playing.

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Dear Mom,
stay off of my livejournal.
It's non of your business what I put it here.
so please stop reading it.