I wish i believed in fate. I've always completely believed that everything that happens is a result of decisions and actions. Nothing is bound to happen, and nothing happens specifically for a reason. I am writing this because I'm not doing my homework. I am studying engineering at binghamton university because I chose to. I'm single because that's ( Read more... )

Why do I get no enjoyment out of anything I do anymore? I must be sick again. I hate when I can't sleep, if I could only stop thinking for more then 2 seconds ( Read more... )

I saw a dead girl for the first time ( Read more... )

A beautiful actress and her son are running around Prospect Park one sunny afternoon in Brooklyn. She was tall and slim and wore a white dress that flowed in the wind, accompanied by her silky dark hair. They laugh and play as the mother chases her son around the busy field. The mother becomes exhausted and stops. She hoped today no one would ( Read more... )

I return and nothing has changed ( Read more... )

you're text on a screen: pixilated emotion and photon expressed blank communication. you don't know. you're being severed from a sensory induced theatrical cloud 9 you walk through, touch, hear and feel.

We're going to leave for college. And I'm never going to see you again ( Read more... )

If death is the great equalizer, what makes us unequal in life

Money

Power

Dominant personality

What makes you feel unequal

When someone puts you down, or you put someone else down

You feel you don't deserve someone

or someone doesn't deserve you.

Why do we do this?

It's nature

Everything is a spectrum

We're all gay

We're all ADD

We're all OCD

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dawn. i step outside and tilt my head back, submerging my face in a pool of sunlight. 'today will be different,' i say to myself. today i will do no wrongs. today i will leave my flaws and the door. i will return with no regrets, memories of missed chances or wrong decisions. will this actually happen? probably not, but we take these strides in ( Read more... )

dequal
concentrate on nothing
forced tranquility
void
of
strings
connecting impulsive thoughts
primal
requested respite
reinforced walls
serene detatchment
temporary
conduit
resume
dreams