so once upon a time my mom saw my tongue ring..
and i definetely got kicked out of my house
the same day darlene and i picked a move in date.

november 22.

and, oh- my- god.

i love how for once in my life i fucking say how i feel and it kicks my ass.

and i've found another flaw:
i can't bring myself to pull the trigger.

i drank until i couldnt think straight last night. took jen home at 5 am. happy birthday you little fuck face. all the sheets came off my bed and i wasn't the only one in them. i tell myself i hate the taste of alcohol but i always find my lips glued to a bottle. we can play this game called honesty and i'll say i wish they were glued to you ( Read more... )

it's 3 in the morning and i'm supposed to be waking up for school at 6. i'm in love with you but i can't spit it out because you turn me into a mess. you're so beautiful. being out with you makes me feel like royalty. i thought this all out on the expressway on the way home and i wanted to tell you in person but you make me too nervous to ( Read more... )

I wish I could fucking scream into this screen ( Read more... )

My computer keeps dying ( Read more... )

listen to david gray's "this years love" and then tell me how badly you want to be in love with somebody.

drove around for hours tonight just to keep myself from feeling anchored. weighed down. to keep my mind off thinking about what kids like me deserve ( Read more... )

and it's been hours now,
to be here like this...
and just to lay you down,
and just to taste your lips...
and just to keep me up,
god i'm tired of sleeping...
and just to lay beside you,
and just to know this feeling.

i wanna feel through you tonight...
but i won't make you.

Spare me just three last words ( Read more... )