well i was just going to write in here because for once i was actually happy about something..but i guess that story's gonna have to wait cause im pissed now...
do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? you dont want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. but at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. there isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. if you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. people have stopped being comforting.. and being alone never was. at least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who wont take 'i don't know' for an answer. you feel the way you do just BECAUSE. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait..
i found that in quote whore...is that what your going thru?
well i found another one..i dont know if you saw it..but idk...thought i might share it with you..sorry if it makes u feel worse...im not trying to ...just thought u might like it
It was like sawdust, the unhappiness; it infiltrated everything. Everything was a problem, everything made her cry - school, homework, boyfriends, the future, the lack of future, the uncertainty of future, fear of future, fear in general - it was so hard to say exactly what the problem was in the first place.
wow I absololutey loved that<33 I'm using it sucka!!! (the quote i mean)
I hope you feel better jenn<33 I know how all that is...I guess you just gotta wait until it goes away...get some chocolate and sad movies, you know the deal....or smash some windows (which I will happily join you in)
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i found that in quote whore...is that what your going thru?
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It was like sawdust, the unhappiness; it infiltrated everything. Everything was a problem, everything made her cry - school, homework, boyfriends, the future, the lack of future, the uncertainty of future, fear of future, fear in general - it was so hard to say exactly what the problem was in the first place.
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I hope you feel better jenn<33 I know how all that is...I guess you just gotta wait until it goes away...get some chocolate and sad movies, you know the deal....or smash some windows (which I will happily join you in)
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