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[xfattyxl]

my gf touched me down there again today after she said she wouldnt yesterday. tried to finger me but i just tensed up, whimpered and pulled her fingers out. she tried again later and i just thought fuck it, il let her. i let my uncle so why the hell not. she was in me for like a  minute then i told her no and nearly had a panic attack. im in shock

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[murphtang]

:( * hugs* (if you want them)

[xfattyxl]

lol its only a virtual hug anyway :P

[arsenia_m]

Hey I haven't been on here in FOREVER but I remember y

[arsenia_m]

Hey I haven't been on here in FOREVER but I remember you. I'm sorry for what happened in your past, and trust me, I know how it feels to be taken advantage of. You don't need to let it be that way with your gf, maybe just ease into it. I had a big phobia of being touched pretty much until I turned 19. Maybe you could try touching her first, until you may feel comfortable letting her? Sorry for the long post, but I still struggle with intimacy issues, so this hit home...

[xfattyxl]

Thing is our sex life was great until about a week ago wen the flashbks came. I feel like such a let down :( idk if I'd even be able to touch her. She's just came off her period so we'll see.

[flyawaychic]

I haven't seen you post in ages. Are you doing ok?

I also have problems with intimacy due to flashbacks. That is normal. I hope you can receive some good therapy and your girlfriend is patient with your recovery.Hugs.

[xfattyxl]

They didnt really bother with me in therapy to be fair :( what way do you struggle?

[flyawaychic]

What do you mean they didn't bother with you? Did you receive help? :-(

I have trouble with intimacy, like I get flashbacks and panic inside when guys touch me sometimes. So it is very hard to have a relationship...Unless I find an extremely patient/understanding man!

[xfattyxl]

They never got bk to me ,well really slow at it. And same thank god beckys patient. The amount of times iv cried during sex!