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[xfeiticeira]

Maybe she's overly jealous, or maybe i just flaunt things to much? can i help it that i am happy? seriously? i have one beautiful thing happen to me and people start seeing a positive change in me and stop talking to me because im "diffrent"? i got news for you, its called being happy?

would people rather have me go back to being depressed and on

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[ep42]

fuck people. lol. I've gone through the same shit. but in this case, people have decided I'm not good enough because I grew up a little. and the things these people have to say are petty to me. I don't know. I guess shit happens and you can't really fix it until the person sees that you are a better person because you are happy. too many people are afraid of happiness. or think it's "totally un-cool" lol...fuckin mopey bastards. You deserve the happiness you have. I may worry about you being so happy about a guy, but that's what I'm here for, just in case something doesn't go right. and no worries, you're still my bestest friend in the fuckin world, even if you are happy...haha...so to the person this post was directed to, fuck you. :) :) love ya Myras :)

[xfeiticeira]

aww thanks stephi. see you understand. i kinda figured you went trough the same thing when you met your boy. its a wonderful thing to have someone special that makes you happy. i guess people love to live and misery and only want you to suffer misery. either that they are jealous...

meh =/ i dont know. i think if i hadnt met josh i would be in a shitty place right now. ive been sick lately and normally when i am sick i get depressed, but not now, i got my joshy to make me happy and to cheer me up.