so im leaving tomorrow with damien to work for numbskull we are gonna be putting on a show in fresno on sunday then bakersfield on monday, both will be soasin shows, so it should be decent, im kinda bumed im not doing the weakerthans show with lucero, i really wanted to see lucero but its cool i like to travle and i get a chance to do shows ( Read more... )

so me and jaymee are getting a new roommate since chris and tommee are leaving the house, so paula is gonna move in. its pretty sweet she is a good person, i hope things work out. i still don't know when im leaving, i ll be up in portland in two week so maybe while im there i can talk to some fools i know and hopefully find somewhere to live, and ( Read more... )

shit all i know is that i dont know nothing. i miss everything so much.i miss the normal things. high hopes.

momentarly happy ,capri suns are good, just dont drink before bed time, weird burito samich wrap thing i made is good, x-men 2 is good.
words of wisdom from mikey(the fat kid poet from recess)its bettere to have a friend who is a loser then to lose a friend-so with hat thanks everyone, im out to pack some more.late.

its i now 3:30 i just spent the last 6 and half hours of my life playing zelda the wind waker on game cube, i even fell asleep for like ten minutes while playing but i woke up and played for afew more hours oh man best game ever but now i must stop, thanks rocky for getting me addicted to this game.holly crap. ok peace out.

the sun is out today, nevrmind all the wind trying to spoil it, im woke up today, nevermind my runing nose.thats keeps me from functioning properly. i have these reason to be thnakfull, im trying so hard right now not to look at all the the stuff thats going wrong and keep and apriCation for the things that always go right, stay positive high hopes

wednesday morning damien called, he works fro numbskul productions, and he was aked me if i wanted to go on the road with him and work afew show in central cal, so i said yes, half hour later i was on the road head towards madera which is 20 miles pass fresno, thats where are first show was ,then we stayed in fresno, and went to san luis obisbo the ( Read more... )

its like 230 something and i just got out of bed like ten minutes ago, todays plans, iaint doing shit,well maybe go look for a job near my house maybe kmart or dennys, the last few days have been pretty decent for me im still strugleing with being depressed but hanging out with rocky has been agood thing, me and him have good talks. last night i ( Read more... )

so ithink i decided that im am going to leave, hopefuly by january maybe feb. but soon, i still dont know if i should tr and get my liscense here and buy acar, peoplesaid it might be easier to wait til i get to oregan and do, since a. if i get aliscens here i wouls have to change anyways,and b.cars wil be cheaper over there since there is no sales ( Read more... )

i thought things will be easy now, i have nothing to stres me out but those things still hant me.i was a fool to think everything will be eay now, man i miss my mother, i need ahug that only she can give, i played it off like leaving the loft wouldnt be a big deal, it hit me so hard, that was my life as sad as it my sound it truly was, and to have ( Read more... )