well im tired of being sad and worried all the time,about him and what i do wrong so i have decided that i shall just not give a flying fuck about anything.

it will be a great time, i swear...lets see how long that will last!!

three seconds...sweet

i have an essay to write...dammit

things change, and they always will.
i am no longer the most important or special person in his life
i am just someone, to be with, for now. i can understand that, but it still kind of saddens me. i wish i could have been better.

october 8th, is that homecoming? yep...i am not as excited as i was. which sucks, because i love to dance. its okay

I HAVE A CAR, YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!

I HAVE A CARRRRRR! yes, i am happy

so apparently, im getting a car tomorrow....yeah...weird. like my dad found one in uncle henrys tonight, and he thinks its awesome and we are going up to ellsworth tomorrow, to buy it...or so we hope. because yea, that would suck if it was a piece of shit ( Read more... )

well...school sucks..but whatever...i dont care ( Read more... )

havent updated in a while

school sucks, precal REALLY sucks

hmm mock trial is fun. i like it, i wish i were better at...mocktrialing lol

i am sooo tired

i hope everyone is having a good school year

first day of school today.

it was shitty, but not too bad..

im going to try and make many friends.

maybe this school year wont be so bad

why the fuck am i so fucking ugly!

i hate it! hate it! why is everyone else so pretty? bah

i am ugly and its not fair!

so i was thinking, and after hours of being stupid, i came up with this conclusion ( Read more... )

fuck