i never update anymore...its sad, but i dont think i update about anything important, and im pretty sure no one really reads it anyway...oh well..ill start updating anyways...

so ihavent updated in a while..im going to the otep show..and that is terrific!

and school is horrible but i dont mind too much i guess. anddd i love andy!

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so i havent really looked at myself in a mirror in a while..and i did today. and i felt like shit afterwards. my face looks really deformed. and like i feel so ugly. im not looking for pity, i just want to know if some people feel like i do. i want to cry. im so fucking ugly. im pissed because when andy calls me pretty i know its a lie. bah... ( Read more... )

i am going dammit...i have to...

OTEP IS COMING TO PORTLAND MAINE...I THINK I JUST MIGHT BE THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD...IF I CAN GO...OH GOD. MY LIFE IS GETTING BETTER

so everyone has been feeling quite shitty and depressed and to those people i hope that you begin to feel better and be happier.<3

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sometimes it feels like i cant talk to anyone..like tell people how i actually feel. i think that everyone feels that way though. blah it must be the weather right?

so i was gonna do an recap on 2004 like maddie and heather and others did, but then i realized that A. last year was definitely not too awesome and i didnt like it and B. im calling Andy soon and i dont have time.
so maybe i will do it later.

i have a really bad sore throat and im sick...is anyone else really sick?

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