i hate these nights when you stay up late and get really emo cause you have nothing else to do. i really don't wanna go back to school but its inevitable that i will. Inevitabiltiy, wow that scares the crap out of me. the fact that you know its gonna happen and you can't do ANYTHING to stop it. i wish i had the power to read people's minds...but ( Read more... )

so its 3:06 a.m. on christmas and i can't sleep cause i want to catch santa when he comes...so i'm excited for that but he better hurry cause i'm getting sleepy..anyways wow i haven't stayed up this late in a while..well since finals..eww i hated finals but i totally kicked their ass...my cat is curretnly sucking on my blanket..she does that...well ( Read more... )

so i have been in college for roughly 3 three months and i love it...except for the part of living at home and being away from some of my close friends..so i'v decided that i 'm going to transfer to texas state university in san marcos and try living on my own...i'm so excited to get away from the valley for a while and see what else is out there.i ( Read more... )

so i was looking back at my past entries and its been about a year since i was this confused..wow time really does fly by ( Read more... )

this is the time when i really miss my friends...when my day was going crappy i could always go out with my friends and do fun, illegal things to take my mind off the bad going on...and tonight was one of those times i needed them...i miss them so much!!!

wow...so its been like 50 million years since i have written in this thing...but i was reading my past entries and i realized that i kinda missed it ( Read more... )

the rain came down...hard and soft...it hit the grass...green and wet...wet...so wet...it reminded me of you...you always smelled like the rain

maybe we're not suppose to be happy...maybe gratitude is the whole point of joy....appreciating the little victories....appreciating the struggle it is just to be human...maybe we should be thatnkful for what we don't know...but at the end of the day its the fact that we still have the courage to be standing

i am totoally wasted at this moment...jsut thought that i share this.......buye.......tomoorrow moring is going o uk major balls....

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