i have a lot stuff to do today

write a paper
study
do laundry

thats it really... i guess its not a lot

im screwing up somewhere. im sure of it. but im not sure in what area exactly. went to the club last night cos i had nothing better to do and some girl was willing to pay for my broke ass. it was kinda fun... but half the time i just stood there daydreaming about stuff. one of the two main things i was fantasizing about was becoming a marine. ( Read more... )

i went to bed at 4:23 this morning... i was exhausted by i still had trouble getting to sleep. I must have something on my mind. I cant wait to go home.

im going to stop cussing... NOW! i just realized that i cuss alot when my roommate walked in on me talking to myself. i also just realized that i talk to myself when im alone. im not sure if i can stop that. i dont know how long ive been doing it.

i just exist. this has to change.

ahhh. im really happy to go home. being here sucks. i start work December 18th working night stocking at LOWE'S. im not going to lie. i love my job.  i really do. if it would make my parents proud i would work there for the rest of my life. but im sure ill fall short of the making my parents proud thing and plus id probably never be able to support ( Read more... )

thanksgiving break was incredible. despite the fact that i was stuck inside until kat picked me up friday (i dont have a car anymore). the whole week helped to reitterate that i dont belong at houghton. i love my friends back home (though thats certainly not why im leaving). i've given friendship an honest effort with all the awesome people here ( Read more... )

wow
im so happy that im about to go home :-D

i have goals. i dont feel like typing though. i come home tmw night

im bored out of my mind. i cant wait to go home

i sure hope this tea makes me sleepy cos i have to get up early to study for a calc test
i have that song they play before the movie stuck in my head and i havent seen a movie since this summer

dont talk in the movies, no cell phones at the show, and smoking is a nonono! and remember to throw your trash away.

i need a better song stuck in my head