seeing melanie and stacey at the end of school made my day... even though i only saw them for like 2 seconds, but still. it made me smile ( Read more... )

i really wish i wasn't thinking about you right now because it makes me realize how much i miss you and how far away you are and how i wont see you for a while

i miss you already

high 5's all around!!!

today is crappy i can already tell. i think i'm just going to sit out on the porch and read since there is nothing else to do. i really need thursday to come sooner. last night shouldn't have happened but i let myself fall and couldn't get up. there is so much going on right now and i dont know how to deal with it except for one way, which isn't ( Read more... )

i didn't want it to mean this much to me...

and why is it you have to comment about me and obsess over me, why don't you just pick up the phone or come over to my house and tell me that way. you know my phone number, you know where i live. and if you want to kill, please do, it'll save me a lot of pain.

what did i do last night? i sat around for a while, drove around for a while, came home, went to sleep at 10:30. i didn't wake up this morning until 11, which was kind of nice, but i dont know. i'm so dismal. i don't know why.. well, i do know, but i just dont want to admit it until the time comes to when i have to. and then... i dont know. i guess ( Read more... )

today i walked into work and gayle came up to me and asked me if i wanted to go to the bears game tomorrow and i was like hell yeah i do!! so she gave me 2 free tickets to go to the bears game tomorrow in which i'm taking james along with me because he's so hardcore (and hot! haha, and of course i can't forget to mention he's better than me!) but ( Read more... )

this week has been really really weird. monday was just awesome... yeah, and then there was the getting drunk with christie which made me just about piss myself. tuesday and wednesday weren't so good, but then it got better. and yesterday was awesome except for registration, but then we went swimming and then to the beach and then i made spaghetti ( Read more... )