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[xfite4yourlifex]

Last night was the worst night of my life...I payed 13 bucks to get my heart broken all over again...i get an im sorry tony...then she walks away and goes kissing mike...just wonderful, absolutely wonderful, i dont do shit to deserve being put through this..im fuckin done with it..yeah, i got a little out of hand last night, but anyone in my

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[ragd0llx]

honey i'm so sorry <3

[beautiful_loss]

Things did get out of hand, and no, not every one would have acted the same way.

I'm gonna stop calling you if i'll i do is "break your fucking heart" .. maybe u should fuckin stop and think about what you do to me as well Tony. I love you as a friend, and you bitching at me and flicking me off at the show isn't going to make me love you more than a friend. So, it you want to be left alone, so fuckin be it.

peace

[xfite4yourlifex]

What the fuck ever erin, this is fuckin bullshit, what would you of done if you still loved me the way i loved you and you were in my shoes, and i lied to you for a month and made empty promises all along..then you see me at a show kissing the girl ive denied being with all along...i flicked you off and bitched at you because you lied to me..i wouldnt of ever gotten pissed if you never lied to me, but you insist on lying to me...why am i hurt so much? because u lied to me and had no intention of ever being honest and i had to bust you redhanded..its bullshit...erin yeah i understand your gonna kiss him, he is your boyfriend, but you could of shown that you DO love me as a friend and had some respect to not do that shit at the show when you know i was there...thats nothing a friend would do, youve shoved a fuckin knife in my back that i dont deserve, yeah i got out of hand, but i couldnt help myself...i never thaught things would turn out like this, but they did, and it hurts to know that...all i ever did erin, was be there for you,

[pullingstrings]

Aw Tony what happend?!?! I'm clueless here!

[xfite4yourlifex]

I saw erin making out with her new boyfriend and i wigged...i know shes gonna kiss whatever guy shes dating, but she could of showed some respect and been a true friend and not do that shit in front of me and show that she cares about how i feel...but that didnt happen...and we got in this big ass fight and somehow its all my fault..w/e though. thanks so much for being here for me jess, your the fucking best...i dunno wut id do without a person such as yourself in my life..love ya homie

[beautiful_loss]

I didn't "do it right in fucking front of you" you were fuckin staring at me from across the fuckin room. I'm sorry that i "think to fucking much about myself and not about any one else". so fuck you, have fun with Tony time.

[xfite4yourlifex]

it dont matter if its 10 feet away from me or not, you know im at the show why would you even do it if you know i might see? i know the answer, cuz you didnt give to shits about how i felt about it..thats what i meant that you were only thinking about yourself..you obviously dont care how i feel at all, im the one to blame, just point the fuckin fingers at me, Fuck me? no no no, go fuck mike, this "tony time" isnt to have fun, its to get the fuck over you, and im pulling away because of what has happened, and im not being treated like a "best friend whom you say you love" should be treated, so im taking space, like you did, but i didnt fuckin curse you out when you wanted erin time, im not lying to you like you did when you wanted erin time which i later find out is "Im done with tony, so ill go out with bryan" time....I wasnt the only one that got us in the prediciment, i just took a stand for myself for once, instead of letting you or whoever else walk on me...and then u curse at me cuz i took a stand..w/e man this is bullshit, i

[beautiful_loss]

I didn't say it was all your fault, but i'm done with this fight. It's pointless. All were doing is yelling and getting no where, so what ever. If you want to talk to me you can call me.

[xfite4yourlifex]

erin, i hate this fight, but try and look at it from my shoes, just please try, it would hurt you too, just like it would hurt you now if you saw me kissing some other girl...i admit, what i did was fucked up to an extent, but understand thats all i knew how to do, and sitting there seeing this really killed me, i understand that im not yours anymore, and ive become ok with that since this incident..im not attempting to control you and say that you cant have a boyfriend, i have no problem with you dating other guys, your gonna do what you want to, its not my choice what you do with your life...i just wanted to be there as a friend, and you saying you love me as a friend is great, but hey, treat me like a friend, show me some respect as someone you once were in love with, all i ask for is honesty...it was wrong of me to bitch at you, i totaly admit that..youve just gotta understand what a slap in the face that was..i look over and i see you makin out with this kid...that is still a tender spot, i dont know if you even care nemore, but

Dom

[beautiful_loss]

Hey hunny im sry i didnt get to read this sooner..im sry wat happend..even though i barely see u ne more im here for u...lol i think im kinda late though..well im still here for u
-dom