Do you ever wish you could just scream? I get no relief from this...and the sad part is that even after next week, I will still have no relief...ok maybe some...but it wont go away...I keep pretending like it will....Yesterday was no surprise...non...it was weird very...but I think Hol was more shocked than me ( Read more... )

Day after Valentines day...Never have been a huge fan of the holiday. But it was the first time in two years that me and ton didn't spend it together....its all good though, I spent the whole night with Hol! lol we worked but still we seriously did everything together at work...it was so silllyyy**can I toss your salad...I mean chop chop yea...* ( Read more... )

Unproductive weekend...Had so much time to get everything done and yet....not enough feeling to do it...I have no strength....Last night I am so happy they forced me out of the house...LIke I acted like I wanted to go out and I actually got dressed did my makeup and hair like a normal human being and then I just layed back down and slept and ( Read more... )

Im so f*d...I just wish I could know what to do...Can anyone buy me that truck to kill him with? He doesnt deserve to live and now my life is f*d......pretending like non of it ever happened cant even work anymore....Im so.....f*d

...Few more moments before my world comes crashing down....A few more seconds before I cant hear another sound...A few more times I waste asking why...A few more words suppressed by my sigh ( Read more... )

EXHAUSTED....Yesterday woke up feeling sick...so sick that I could not move...So didn't go to school....slept the entire day. Once I made myself get up, I started packing and when mom got home, we were off on our five hour journey to Clarion. THE MOST BORING RIDE EVER! lol nah I mean it made five hours seem like years cuz theres like no towns or ( Read more... )

disappointed....blah it sucks that they lost last night! Great game but mcnabb choked ( Read more... )

Just got in from work..Its beautiful outside..I can not believe it! I was stuck inside until now and now Im so tired I doubt Ill even wanna go out there ( Read more... )

Suprisingly great day...so far!lol...uhm..still a bit under the weather..but that will remain until...well Im sure......but my emotions arent as haywire as they were the past few weeks...I maybe...gasp...becoming normal!...gasp! lol but seriously physics project...was great!! were done it and Im relieved and I think we did a great job!:) Great job ( Read more... )

~Sometimes its just like a movie...The honors student...the sweet girl u never expected it from....but it all stems back to naiveness and thinking that she had it all under control...yet, sometimes..no matter how much u think u can handle...its never enough and then this happens...U all woulda lied about it too...guys u are stronger than u think ( Read more... )