Wow...big reflection tonight. Makes me kinda confused...more emotions than I think I can a.)collect b.)connect c.)comprehend....hmmm...Me and hol sometimes have that effect on one another. We have fun and look back on the old times and laugh yet, those same times make each of us upset and miserable....off huh ( Read more... )

Hmm its Wed...nice day to have off from work...i never have off anymore!...Its good though! Xmas ball Friday. Have decided to go def...my date hopefully will be fun..thought he def would be, but now Im not too sure cuz I d k I think Id make it not fun myself cuz I act so nervous around this kid and all...hmm I D K man ( Read more... )

SO much to do so little time~~~completely confused these days~~~but i have decided that because I can't control anything in my life anymore, there is one thing that I DEF can control still...my weight, my body...and Im done being this disgustingly fat piece of trash...ugh...so Im working on that! food=bad....water=good....gum=great to keep mind off ( Read more... )

People are so freakin stupid!~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~!~~~~~~~~~!~~!!!!!!!!!~!

They couldnt have told me..that it would be like this...that it could be like this...oh yo0ouUu...I wish I woulda known...that it would be like this...that it could be like this...oh yo0ouUu...I know you're hurting...I know you're reaching out...I wish someone would tell me whats it all about...You could be spiteful...For whats been done to you...I ( Read more... )