So i'm back home from La Porte....things are a little better but not alot...let's see..my mom's home...it appears she has cysts..AGAIN..fucking shit..but she's ok..for now. When i saw her on the couch i yelled at her, "dont you ever scare me like that again"..and she says, "You Girl" and i gave her a big hug...On Friday i went to see Emery, From ( Read more... )

So this is where i go to vent right?...well i'm sitting here cause i can't sleep...i'm scared...my mom's in the hospital right now..having her cat scan possibly..First off i'd like to say that the day started off shitty..i get a phone call from T-mobile basically telling me my bill is past due..fuck..i forgot..and i don't have the money cause of ( Read more... )

I just got back yesterday from Henderson, Texas...all in all..i guess it wasnt bad...I went with Benni and stayed with her and her family. We're not dating anymore...just friends. We were never a couple so i'm not upset..i think she is though..actually i'm pretty darn sure she is. I dunno..it's just that i can't trust her so i can't keep going ( Read more... )

Ok so i'm getting better..i think the worst of this sickness has pass..now the part i'm waiting for..my voice to fully come back...i'm starting to be able to break into falsetto a lil bit now so it's coming back....i know it's not fully back cause until i can do that..i can't hit the high notes with my chest voice nor head voice. Music is coming ( Read more... )

Okie dokies...so i'm bored so i guess i'll update....Um...i've been sick for awhile now...it sucks ass..but i think...it may be dying down...SLOWLY. I dunno..i got alot of offers for singing and one for playing guitar and singing..but i dunno..see what works out..it's hard to find good talent in this city and i just wanna blow everyone away. ( Read more... )

ugh..yeah i know i havent updated in a while..alot has happened..and maybe i'll have more strength to write about it all..but right now i'm really sick and i don't know how i got it...i'll prolly just place the blame on my friend jamie..since she coughs everytime i make her laugh so i'm thinking i caught some of it..but that's just my reason to ( Read more... )

Holy Shit...I can't stress enough how fucking shocked and fucking crazed i feel...I can't even fucking cry or anything..i'm just numb...Last night...I recieved some news that partially led me to believe that Amanda was lying about herself and her "morals"...I brushed it aside but kept it in mind...well this morning when i woke up..I recived a phone ( Read more... )

Lately i've been having some horrible feelings. I know i must have talked about this stuff for far too long..prolly since the beginning of my journal...But I dunno..I feel depressed...and this is why...I find that I really don't have anyone to talk to about my most intimate feelings and desires...I don't have anyone to call my true best friend..i ( Read more... )

Well today has pretty much been a lounge day...well a sleep day at that too...not much has gone on lately..alot of getting our merch and pics from the show. I love the pics. And the buttons are fabulous...Eric at IheartU productions does a badass job. We posted two new songs on purevolume..with vocals..so have fun with those..and tomorrow is ( Read more... )

So tonight i went to cy creeks homecoming dance with this cool chicka
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