I was at CVS the other day and they asked the usual "do you have an extra care card?" and I didn't have it on me so I said my usual "can I give you my phone number?" etc. etc. and I got $1.50 in extra bucks (yay!) so I folded it and put it in my purse not even looking at it. I went to use it today and saw that the name on it was Mr. William Baez. ( Read more... )

I hate my sister with a deep passion. I understand that she was mad at me before and I thought that we were at an okay place in repairing our relationship BUT I guess not. I want to take my father out to eat but I'm constantly working, my schedule clashes with hers, and she didn't want to wait any longer so she said "nah, I wanted to go this week. ( Read more... )

How I know that your love wasn't worth waiting for: You never felt bad when you made me cry, even when my aunt passed away and I was bawling my eyes out, all you could do was pat me on my knee ( Read more... )

So, you know how when you need someone it seems that there's nobody around? yeah... that's now.

Today on my way to an interview I caught myself checking out convicts picking up trash on the side of the highway... yet AGAIN.

This along with many other things makes me fear for my future hahaha. No, but seriously.

The other day I told my parents how excited I am to start school again and they just stared at me blankly. Started a huge argument. etc. etc. etc.

I've realized that I'm the family fuck up.

Hurry up loan and get approved.

Hurry up September 7th and get hurrrr. Shittttttt.

I never thought I'd see the day where I actually hate my sister. She's lucky she sent that text that interrupted MY text which said "Fuck you, you judgmental bitch" 'cause that MAY have started a war.

I... have no idea what I'm doing... what exactly am I holding onto here?

Why... can't I retain a single FUCKING job?

What... should I do???????

Fuck if I know.

Some very important aspects of my life have gotten better lately, but now David's in jail... for real. His warrant finally caught up with him. In a way I'm really relieved because I know he never would have dealt with it otherwise... but I really miss him already, and it's only been 2 days. This is going to be rough I think ( Read more... )

Sometimes my level of "niceness" is ridiculous. I passed up an interview with a $12 an hour paying job because I knew that there would be someone more qualified. What?! I could have easily went in full of BS and gotten it... but I felt bad. I'm ridiculous.