nope he didn't make me feel better. made me feel shittier.. oh well

holy crap.. i give up. i can't do it anymore. my throat hurts to bad i want to cry. it hurts to breathe. my stomach hurts.. 99% says i have mono but my mom won't talk me to the doctor to get tested. for the first time i WANT to go to the doctor and she won't take me. this is sick. end of the year... hElLoo0o it's supposed to be fuckin easy, i'm ( Read more... )

just got home from work.... it was alright i guess. me and tiffany kinda got into trouble because we were goofin off the whole time. oh snap (lol) bri brought me sonny's for lunch.. i love her.. pulled pork and sweet tea.. my favorite. this guy jared whos really kinda cute asked me if i would hit it.. meaning him? and i told him yeah lol.. i hope ( Read more... )

well today i didn't go to school AGAIN... kinda realized that my life in so many words... sucks. oh well.. i had to go to the doctor today and for all my friends who know me well. i freaked out. i can't stand going to the doctors and no one understands me. i seriously cry before i go, i get so scared. this time wasn't very bad. the bitch just ( Read more... )

tryin to figure this shit out.

just checkin!