What a day. I'm beyond tired. Trevor invited me over again tonight but I can't handle it. I need to go to bed.
I'm too old for this staying up past 8 stuff.

Ah well... at least my friends are amazing and make me want to stay up that late right?

Still sick but getting better every day. I should be dead right now I think. I was at Trevors forever last night... I got maybe 4 hours of sleep at best... UGH ( Read more... )

A week from today is Oren's 9th birthday. How crazy is that? He's getting so old which makes me feel even MORE old. He's been sick this last week (along with me) so we're not really doing anything that special... I can't afford to take him to NYC like he wanted which kind of sucks, but we can do that when its nicer weather out and I have more money ( Read more... )

My leg itches so much I'm ready to scream. Stupid tattoos causing me greif! I'm doing all right other than that. I'm kind of hungry, but I'll get over it. At least I had better...
I need food right now though... but I have an hour and 6 minutes until lunch... the vending machines better be kind to me today...

I'm freaking starving. Jenn is getting me food soon. I can not wait for that time to arrive.
I think I'm on the way to recovery...

hooray!

I'm not feeling much better today. I talked to Chris and he did help a little but I still feel empty and sick to my stomach from emotional struggles. I guess I'm depressed. At least thats what my text books say. I should be able to fix myself, but I just can't. I can fix everyone but me it seems... and thats the most frustrating ( Read more... )

I'm so awkward...

I think I'm getting depressed and miserable...

back to my old self.

I hate having feelings. They are are the worst things ever. They make me want to cry...

I also hate the dark

Drugs are bad for you and they make you sick. I know this all too well this morning.
Don't do drugs.