so it does not feel like christmas at all.
this might be due in part to it being 80 degrees outside.

as soon as everyone comes back to orlando we need to party it up in the VIP lounge.

ksgjnoksrfuckgoisjgksnqoiw.

thats basically how i feel right now.

these super fun anxiety attacks got stop. asap.

i'm done. realizing that you honesty dont care anymore hurts, but its needed.

theres gotta be something i can do to make me stop feeling like this.
im sick of crying myself to sleep.
if i sleep.
you have no idea what you've done to me.
make me better. please. i beg of you. i cant take this any longer.

i hate you.

Type your cut contents here.
Have you had any relationships this year?
yea
2. Have you had your birthday yet?
yes i did
3. Cried yet?
alot
4. Been on a diet?
kinda, i had to
5. Pulled an all nighter
i do believe
6. Drank Starbucks?
duh
7. Went Camping?
nope
8. Bought something(s)
loads
9. Met someone special?
yes, at least they were special to me.
10. Been out of ( Read more... )

its time for change.

im such a floozy when i drink.

i'm getting kinda of tired of doing nothing.

EVER.

keeping busy helps.
not being able to sleep does not.

and pop-up video now rules my life.