im complaining in my journal, what-a joy

[xforuiddiex]

sooooooo...I’m really bored right now. more than bored. i cleaned out my room, i put up shit on my walls. i really don’t want to go to summer school tomorrow but then i do. mainly because i have nothing better to do, but i do not want to be doing MATH. the subject i hate. sooooooooo.....there’s been a lot of irritation going through my friends and

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[xtheshame]

I believe I remember when I was being honest, and I'm sorry if I sounded brutle, but you said to sound honest and I did, but I know I prob did it in a fucked up way. I'm sorry man. I just hope all is well with us. I love you Stephie and I really hate it that we're like not talking as much as we used to it really fucking sux, because your one of my really really good friends. So I appologise for anything I might have done in the past, and hope we can go back to the good ol' times. I understand if your upset about something, just always know no matter what I'm here for you.

<333

[xforuiddiex]

i know man, and i love you too...i guess a lot has been bothering me, i just didnt put some of it in there.a lot to do with people and such, and i dont know....when i get worried about some things and i have too much to worry about i start getting all sfsdkjfhsjdf type of a person, and i start to ignore lots of people. and i start PUSHING people away. and i really didnt mean to irritate you, or sound bitchy, or cut you off. i dont mean to do any of those things.
im so sorry :(

[xtheshame]

dude its totally forgiven. But I'm worried about you man your like a sister, if you need me you know where I am. Hope things get better for you Stephie <3333

[camera_esoteric]

woo my names not in there. I love you. You know you are always welcome with me stephie yer my better half!

[xforuiddiex]

thanks so much<3i heart you too my better half!

very awesome

[vvheres_my_mind]

that's impressively selfless, i'm very proud. best of luck and im sure things will turn out fine. if there's anything i can do to help, just ask.

Re: very awesome

[xforuiddiex]

alright will do<333

[zeroxlopez]

I hope you work things out with your friends. Sounds like your going through some pretty tough times, I know how you feel, well cheer up, bye.

[xforuiddiex]

thanks man..where have you been? you are never online!!!<3

[drink_my_tears]

uummm well ... i thought about a lot of things and i talked to some people...
i've realized that i shouldn't make a deal outta everything ... IT HURTS but in 30 years i'm just gonna look back on this and know that i was so stupid. for wasting my time on caring who invited me places when there were other things that i should've been worried about. i just think that sometimes i feel left out but it's cause i make myself feel that way. i think if i just forget that im not invited then it's all GOOD AND GRAVY! ha. i like that. lol. i'm not tryin to make you feel bad .. i'm just tryin to figure out a plan so that i don't end up makin you mad/ WORRIED... but me as well. I'm sorry for all the complaining. if i could do one thing .. it would be to take back all those complants .. cause dude i complain A LOT. haha well i'm sorry and i'm out! peace! <3333 it's not

[xforuiddiex]

um well i have no other way to say im sorry, but if its not ok with you and you just dont accept it then i guess ill hafta live with that.