Ive been chillin out with drinkin ( Read more... )

shits sucks but whatever i got fucked over again in the ame sitution i have before that i was promised i wouldnt but whatevs son ( Read more... )

ive bled alot tonight hit me up.
tomrrow will be hard.

life = sadness and gettin fucked over
im all fucked up from last night.honestly ill be more jacked
lift all day
fuck it basically.

so my night tonight ( Read more... )

im lost without you, i hate my life.
read that.
i want to be fucking happy.
But im about to give up on that.

i made a mix last night its amazing.

get ahold of me this weekend lets do something.please its a favor i ask of you.

I punched my dad alot in the face today.

I hate my life i really just want to die.

the end.

I had everything planned out.
i was actually gonna have a chance to spend time with marykate.
then everything has to fuck up.
my car sucks dick. fuck you car.
im so pissed off i have horrible luck.

basically ive been damn depressed lately.
theres only one personwhocanbring me out of this andthats not gonna happen.
i would just straight up shoot myself in the face.
But I know my mom would be horribly upset and kill herself so i wont do that.
but that honestly is the only reason.

the shotguns loaded my fingers on the trigger,what should i do?

all ive been doing lately is lfting.
eating damn healthy and lifting.
so far its payin off im gettin big again and its only been like a week.
ive just been damn pissed of lately that i have so much strangth and energy to just lift all day.
but probably something at my house tonight you should stop by.
hit me up you wont!
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