it's happening today..... a day i've secretly dreaded for a long time.... i really need to go to town and say my goodbye (until next time)..... grrrrr where's a ride when i need one ( Read more... )

my parents have been telling me that I deserve to go to jail even if I do my community service, and it really makes me want to be a fugitive so bad. If I had mobility I would not mind running from the cops all my life one bit, especially the american cops. I'd go to Canada or a country that supports terrorism or things that would be a crime in ( Read more... )

Yup... got a new hair cut, it's mad short man. It's a little fucked up too, because like always i didnt pay for it lol. But I think I am getting used to it, at least it is different, and for some reason I feel that I will get a job easier without rat nest hair lol. Haha i'm worried about being treated like Metallica... .OMG YOU CUT UR HAIR???? YOU ( Read more... )

each day that goes by sinse what happened last week is another that brings me down..... i just feel straight up neglected now, abandoned even. it's been several days sinse we've spoke 1 word to eachother, and now i'm all sorts of fucked up. Another instance of +1 step -2 steps. I wish it would of just done some good instead of doing bad, maybe I ( Read more... )

SHOW ALERT

DyING TRAdITION (John flynn's band)
Possible show September 17th at the Empress Ballroom, Danbury CT.
w/Shadows Fall, Full Blown Chaos, All that Remains and Candiria

i thought i taught my friends better than to judge their own people by who they hang out with instead of who they are. As far as I'm concerned, whoever isn't specificlaly taking my side is not my friend anymore. Tihs time I'm making a stand and I don't care who I bring with me but I am going to get back what is mine, my friends my parties and most ( Read more... )

"just thought you would be interested in what good friends of your think about you now
you don't realize but they don't really like you anymore
they haven't for a while

:)
your welcome."

about me turning ghetto, I think Scott is just jumping to assumptions cuz I'm not turning ghetto, I'm just using my power here to bring all of my friends together in one place.... and I don't confine myself to certain groups of people. This way, with groups allianced, everyone has fun, everyone has friends, everyone has something to do, and ( Read more... )

Forecast : Haven't done one of these in a while. Several major weather factors working in starting today lasting thru at least mid-weekend. With severe weather appearing rather likely today, and Tropical Storms Bonnie and Charley likely hitting the Gulf Coast and riding up a cold front and impacting us on Friday (bonnie) and sometime early next ( Read more... )