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Just an FYI
I had to delete one of my own comments on a post because I released personal contact information meant only for one person.
Gabe -
Welcome Me
9 Months on T.
Today I feel like acknowledging:
What a privilege.
I am lucky.
But I didn't sleep last night so hopefully I'll make it through the day
Gabe -
5:40AM
I won big once and I hit the coast
But somehow I paid the big cost
Inside I felt like I was carryin' the broken spirits
Of all the other ones who lost
When the promise is broken you go on living
But it steals something from down in your soul
Like when the truth is spoken and it don't make no difference-Bruce Springsteen
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Untitled Poem for the Winter Time
Split between ( Read more... ) -
No Real Reason
I guess maybe I just had time to post... which is laughable... work dun't start for anyone till 7:30 tomorrow because they finally figured out cleaning the vents when we're NOT THERE.... is a better situation... last time they did it, it smelled so terrible for my lungs and fogged so bad, I went outside for a while.
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What is it About Transition?
Medical transition or... non-medical transition, or more importantly both... or in fact... neither ( Read more... ) -
Commonality with Kate
My father only ever hit me once
But he always knew just how to scare me-Kate Bornstein
This is my truth, too. Nice to finally be able to share with someone... and I'm sure she'd understand what I mean by "nice"
Benefit for Bet tonight was great stuff... it was a privilege to be there.
Gabe -
Unaddressed Problems
That I "failed" to mention in therapy... must get better at that really... I have been REALLY feeling physically angry/like I need to beat the shit out of something for the past 6 or so days. This could be residual shit from just quitting smoking 10 days ago, from Chantix or something fucked with my T this week or stress. I figured I'd list all the ( Read more... ) -
The Cool Club
DISCLAIMER... my journal, and I mean no personal O-ffense WHATSOEVER. It's an observation, not an attack ( Read more... ) -
My Toe
OMG I think I just broke my little toe on my right foot... I started telling people I dropped a weight on it, LIE... I dropped my fucking trombone stand DIRECTLY on it from 3 feet above it... bout 7 pounds ( Read more... )