This week seems to be soo weird ( Read more... )

Well, I guess Derek ditched me today.

My plan for today, was to chill with Derek, then go to Sarhas and watch movies all night and then go to Super Wal-mart at 3 a.m.

But plans have changed. Some kid is having a party tonight ♥

And I am tired.

I hope tonight strikes me as fun ( Read more... )

I just can't seem to have ONE good day ( Read more... )

I absolutly love my cousin ( Read more... )

Everything is so god damn stressful.

Everything.

Going to school. Working. Even just chillin at home. Because I think.

I'm hoping that one day. Everything will be nothing but peace.

Maybe that will be the day, that I effing blow up!

[ I don't mean blowing up, as in spontaniously combusting. I mean, blow up, as in. Scream at the world. ]

It's [7:02]and I've been >here< at school since 630. I've become way too caring about school. I remember when me && Becky were chillin in the car with Jamie, he had said how you really don't care about high school when your a freshman && a sophmore, but your last two years, you really care. Now I'm making sure that all my grades are higher than a C ( Read more... )

I've realized alot of things I guess you could say ( Read more... )

John got all his fucking shit back.

It. Is. Offically. Over.

I hope.

Time for Jamie to move on.

And.

Mike is leaving on the 23rd.

I can't decide if I wanna be sad. Or if I wanna be happy.

Another one leaves I guess.

Soon it will be Derek.

And there will be no other option than to be sad.

Why am I voluntarily doing this to myself ( Read more... )