Trust me, i know it's all an act.
It still hurts like a bitch though.

Pony has written new songs, they are HOT!
hopefully more people will like us now.

i will post some songs soon!

Gabrielle

i keep feeling really anxious, i can't handle it anymore ( Read more... )

i have been partying way to much.
I guess  i will stop when i can't get to work on time and can't pay my bills.
Summertime gabtron

My heart can't take anymore of his abuse.
Too bad the fucker still owes me money.
Ohh yeah,that could be one of the reasons where not together anymore, right?
He can't his bills on time.....

ohh relief

(i guess this is shit talking)

Things have been looking up a bit ( Read more... )

i am emotionally stable again.

The break up hit my like a fucking brick to the head.
I have been so upset,i don't even know what to do about it.
I used to just find another dude and try to forget about the old one.
Problem is i have absolutley no desire to do so.
I am so pissed off  at myself.
I'm so much bigger than this break up bullshit.
All i want to do is curl up in a ball and ( Read more... )

i hurt
FUCK YOU ALLERGIES!

I am officially on my own.
Rick moved out a couple days ago, it's an incredibly strange feeling for me. 
Yesterday i cleaned the apartment, and could'nt stand being alone so slept at my mom's...again.
I just have to get used to it i guess.
On the good side of things,i can do whatever the fuck i want now.

COME TO CHUGGERS TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MIDDIAN (f ing awesome)
Lightning Pony Ignition Switch
Grady's Axe

chuggers
1800 union road
west seneca
10pm
6 bulks