Well havent updated this thing in a while, heh who cares no1 reads it, idc, stupid journal. They say its good to keep a journal,but what happens when u forget about it? hmmm, o well. So ya, I hated schl out here so I stopped going. Decided to do home schl cuz apparently i benefit more from it. Need job to help pay for it, lol, stupid thing tho, I' ( Read more... )

Heh, i hate it out here, idk how Im gonna make it, idk alot of things lately... Something so stupid is so complicated for me...-sigh- i cant figure out how to get through this shit. meh this is stupid, thats all I have to say. Idk why im acting so cowardly, i havent got a clue....AH, i wish i understood thing a lil better, I always thought my head ( Read more... )

Hmmm...well I guess a weekend with the gang was all I really needed to prep me for schl out here, ack. heh, well, I OFFICIALLY start tomorrow, so i have to get to bed. Things were kewl this weekend, just like ol times. Slept at Dean's had our fun, laughs and shit. Bonfire last nite so that was kewl. Wierd, Ironic w/e u wanna call it...but we all ( Read more... )

Ugh...schl monday....I typically dont mind...but its NHS....-sigh- Well Im sticking this one out, it's nt gonna be easy seing I hate it out here, but I wanna graduate....wish me luck bitches.

Tired as hell, and bored, i found this joke online...i thought it was kinda amusing ( Read more... )

Well here I am again, in a mess...starting my life over again...going crazy becuz I have nothing, not even an idea of where to begin. I feel so lost, it's so hard to keep going in life when things are always changing, I cant get used to one thing, it's becomin harder for me to trust ppl, and I'm just starting to give up alot easier. All confidence ( Read more... )

Only one week, and I already can't stand it out here. It's so fucking messed up. I'm having troubles getting ahold of a counselor at NHS. I stay home all day it's miserable. Along with that Josh has something diferent to critisize me for everyday. >.< I can't stand it, I'm gonna go nutz!

Well its official, my new home, is 42389 Anchor Ct, Northville, Mi......again =/ Imma miss everybody, but I have no choice but to live out here.

Well, updating....Dad has no internet right now, so Im doing it her at moms. Not much to say....Havent been very....w/e lately. Just bored. Schl starts tomorrow. Yah, got some new threads, pretty kewl...havent really done much in the past 2 weeks. So idk, my moms new bf is moving in here in a couple....oh goody. Idk, i gota pick my shit up, Josh ( Read more... )

Ahh, fuck it. Who am I shittin ( Read more... )