justin came to visit me <3 <3 <3 .....and amanda ( Read more... )

90% of my friends live far away from me. My most lovely and amazing friends live far away from me and I miss them everyday ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid Personality Disorder:HighSchizoid Personality Disorder:LowSchizotypal Personality Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Personality Disorder:ModerateBorderline Personality Disorder:ModerateHistrionic Personality Disorder:HighNarcissistic Personality Disorder:HighAvoidant Personality Disorder:ModerateDependent Personality Disorder:High ( Read more... )

The funeral wasnt' as bad as I had expected.I'm lucky my family are the type of people who make you laugh in the middle of the service, it makes things easier. I came close to crying a few times, but never did until the end. I saw my grandma cry and it broke my heart. She hugged me and talked to me quietly about how much she loved me and I shed ( Read more... )

I'm seeing how many pretzel sticks I can stick to my lips ( Read more... )

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My birthday is on wednesday, just for all others like me who forget every birthday ( Read more... )

If any of my friends would like to come over tomorrow and hug me for long amounts of time, i would appreciate that.

:(

ps-if i cry and you laugh, i won't be offended.

(i cry like a retard)

Leave your name and ( Read more... )

pool party with ozzy+drew+ozzy'sfriends ( Read more... )